Lately, I often find myself spending more than 10 hours in the office before deciding to leave for the day. On weekends, I find myself slumped over my laptop, my fingers tapping away at the keyboard, trying to get issues resolved, or just simply getting things done.

I hate to admit this, but I'd rather keep myself busy than face the fact that Kev isn't here to spend time with me. Sure, I go online so we could chat, we do send text messages and we do call each other up - but its not the same. It's been almost a month now (and 1 month yet still) and it does get lonelier every day.

I'm sorry if i'm getting all mushy, but I really miss the guy...